Lusting after my little sister.

[katosan]

Before I get into this story, note that some of the information in this story is true. For instance this si about my real sister, the ages are real, she is really getting deployed to Afghanistan, and my feelings for her are real. And thats about it for fact in this fictiona story. My little sister does not know my feelings twords her, and Im afraid to confess for fear of losing any relationship we do have as siblings. Ok enough babble, lets get into the story.

My cell phone rang waking me up from some far away place I was dreaming of, perhaps Scottland. I groaned and groped for the phone scattering miscilanious items from my nightstand before actually grasping my phone. My eyes tried to focus on the screen, wondering who the hell was calling me at 3a.m. I still couldnt get my eyes to focus so I just hot the anwser button but did not speak, more grumbled "Whoissit?" a young womans voice came through "Eddie? Did I wake you up?" My brain recognized the voice and slowly my senses returned. "Hey Sarah, whats up?" It was my little sister. She was was 10 years younger than me, and since im almost 30 you do the math.
She had called me to tell me that she had an extra day or two on her pre-deployment leave and wanted me to fly to Fort Bragg where she was stationed. So I agreed, happy to get to see her before she deployed to Afghanistan. So I hopped a military flight, nice being ex-army for stuff like that, and arived in Ft. Bragg early in the evening. And as I expected, Sarah was waiting for me at the airstrip. We hugged and laughed, it had been 3 years since I had seen her last.
She was wearing her ACU's, and I laughed, it was strange to see me last name on a female soldier. "Nice uni, you look cute in it" is said jokingly, but I did think she looked quite good in uniform. "Shut up Eddie, I just got off duty. Cmon grab your bag, my car is in the lot and theres cold beer in the fridge in my apartment offbase. So I did just that, the ride to her place was short, but we managed to fill it with more cathing up than I thought possible.
To skip over a lot of the boring stuff thatno one really cares about, ill just jump to where things get emotional between us.
We had just finished clearing the table off from our small but satisfying meal and sat down to engoy another cold beer. By this point we had both had 5 or 6 each. We talked and laughed for what seemed like hours. I finally aske if she was ready to deploy. "Yes and no" she said "I mean its what weve been training for, and mentally im prepared, but emotionally im unsure, im scared." I knew exactly how she felt haveing done a tour in Iraq back in 2003. "I wish I could say that it gets easier as you get closer to deployment time, but it doesnt. Im gona miss you Sarah. I just wish...I just..." She looked at me puzzled, "What, cat got your tounge?" and she laughed. I laughed to but looked at her intently"I just wish I had more time to tell you how I feel about you" She burst out laughing. "I know you love me you big dope, your my brother you have to"
"Thats not what I mean Sarah." "Well then what do you mean?" he eyebrows raised in a comical fashion. I took a few deep breaths and gatherd my thoughts. " I mean that for a few years now, Ive had dreams about you, adn those dreams have truned my emotions tword you in a different direction" As the words came poring out I felt them overwhelm me and started to choke up. Sarah hugged me, still confused as to what my point was. I looke deep into her eyes and said " I love you Sarah, not as a brother loves his sister, but as a man loves a woman" She looked shocked, like she wasnt sure if she actually heard what she just heard. I knew that I had to act fast or else I would never have the opertunity, I couldnt let her think about it, just had to drive the point home.
I leaned foreward and kissed her, thank god for beer the good ol liquied courage, and pulled her closer to me. At first she just let it happen, bewilderd, then she tried to push away "Mmmppff no Eddie, mmmppf this isnt...oh hell" and she returned the kiss with even more passion and intensity than I could have hoped for. When we finaly stoped all she coud say was "Wow...I...I...wow...ok, that just happened...I..." and she kissed me again. She stopped and looke at me "I just had to see if it was one of those spontanious things or if I actually felt that, and definattly felt that Eddie"

[katosan]

After a few minuites of just looking at each other I finally said " I just had to Sarah, ive been holding that in for years" She burst out laughing "Id hate to see what else youve been holding in" And we both laughed. We drank and kissed more for about another hour. By this time we were both getting tired and decided to call it a night. I was getting ready to throw a blanket down on the couch when Sarah said "What are you doing? I dont think so mister. Im leaving for deployment soon and you might not get another chance to express your feelings for me" and she grabbed my hand and dragged me back to her room. We imidatly began to kiss and remove each others clothing.
That night we made love, and again in the morning. I was set to leave that afternoon, so we made the best of it and talked, laughed and made love every chance we got. As we stood on the tarmak waiting for the plain to araive, we held hands and talked. I gatherd up what courage I had and turned to look at her. "When you get back from Afghan I have an idea. Save all the money you can while your gone, ill do the same. And when you get back you and I will move to Scottland as a coulpe." She stared at me for a long time, and finnally said "I cant Eddie, what happend was amazing and I know you better than I could have ever dreamed, but that, thats just not realistic Eddie. We cant."
I arived home late that night, exhausted in every sense a man can be and flopped down on my bed to sleep. No sooner had I closed my eyes when the phone rang. It was Sarah, "Ya im home safe I was just about to catch some sleep and then" she cut me off "Your an asshole you know!" "Huh? What? I dont understand?" "You come here and confess your undieing love for me and we have an amazing night togather then you drop that on me? How did you expect me to react?" "I dont know sarah Im sorry." " Well its ok, I forgive you. Ive been thinking about it, and Ive changed my mind. I will go with you, I love you Eddie, I love you more than I knew."

[Icarus Aruns]

katosan, thank you for this wonderful story! Fiction, or not, I love how you capture your feelings for your sister. I'd love to see more! Great work, and keep up the writing!

[crooklin]

That is a very heartfelt story eddie, i know the feeling of holding in urges and love feelings for my sister, its hard to be so understanding on something that people can think that is wrong. Its awesome that you love your sister for more than just a erotic fantasy or dream, you love her for the woman she is.

Great story.

[mfits]

Very good story.